So I get my loan through and the first thing I do is go on an absolute shopping binge and decide that getting totally drunk and missing an important lesson as well as realising I have sent some truly awful and cringe worthy texts have then I have again completely made a fool of myself. Factor in I literally have hardly any money left and that really literally just sums up how this week has panned out.
SO I have planned an intervention for myself. I am going to have a January clear out of my wardrobe, emotions and everything else that your able to clear out of your life. I am literally going to be driving myself bankrupt and round the bend if I am not careful so it's definitely important that I realise it needs to be done now whilst I think about it. I definitely need to change the things that are becoming too much for me before I allow my lifestyle to completely take over my life and break me down!
However I am not going to do that and for once get my act into shape and take responsibility for my actions that I haven't done before because then at least I can start a proper clean slate and let myself enjoy what I do and can in life without restrictions.
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